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Lost
00:51
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I walk these streets alone with nowhere to go.
My heart ceases to beat as I drop to the floor.
Lost.
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Ascetic
02:19
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All alone and I did this to myself
All alone and I'd rather be anywhere else
I'm reclusive, I'm excluded, I'm ascetic
I'm reclusive, I'm excluded, I'm ascetic
I lied when I said that I didn't care
Now things have changed and I feel like I'm headed no where
I've sabotaged every relationship in my life
It's like I'm punishing myself, and I lose sight.
I've lost sight of who I was, of who I was supposed to be
Outcasted into the abyss, and never heard of again.
My name is lost upon the tongues
Of all that I used to know
I've withered into this shit-soaked lifestyle
Where it's impossible to articulate the right words to express
The amount of hatred and regret I feel with each passing breath that courses through my lungs, it's like, my life
Is meaningless, it's meaningless
I know I told you that I don't fucking feel
That I'm not human that none of this was real.
I know I told you that I don't fucking feel
That I'm not human that none of this was real.
I'm a liar, a two faced pathetic prick
I look at myself in the mirror, and it makes me fucking sick.
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High Hopes
01:07
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I'm fully fucking aware
Of the mistakes, that I've made
And I know that those mistakes
Have made me this fucking way
And if it weren't for my past
I'd be a better person today
But fuck it
There's no hope in saving me
I'm nothing but a fucking tragedy
Filled to the brim with misery
There is no hope in saving me
There's no hope in saving me
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Dim Views
02:50
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Excuse me while I lay in my sorrows
With the pathetic pity that I have for myself
I fucking hate you, I fucking hate this disease, I fucking hate myself and every other fucking being.
I look at myself in the mirror, and you know what I see?
A fucking pile of filth with disgraceful pleas.
All this world does, is fucking spite me.
I feel my soul, it's tainted.
And fucking grimy.
I'll never know what the fuck these flaws mean
But I know I'm worthless, that I've fucked it all up, and it's all my fault.
I'm empty inside, hollowed out.
I pretend and pretend but there's always that doubt.
That doubt in myself, embedded in my core, the doubt that swallows all I've ever sworn.
The promises to myself, never kept.
And I repent, I repent, while I hope for death.
Cause I'm a pessimistic fuck.
A contradiction.
Of who I want to be, of who I was, my life is fucking fiction.
I'm a pessimistic fuck, a contradiction.
Every aspect of my life is fucking fiction.
I'm a pessimistic fuck, a contradiction.
Of who I want to be, I'm fucking fiction.
No one knows me, or how I feel.
No one ever will, because I'll never heal.
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Cut Loose
01:58
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All I want to do is forget your face, and never dream
Cause every time that I sleep, I'm haunted by what should be.
You left me all alone, in this shit-hole of
a world, with nowhere to go.
I have no one by my side, I'll pour a glass while I hide
And destroy the rest of my insides
I am the repellant.
I pushed you away.
I am the problem.
I was born that way.
I am the repellant.
I pushed you away.
I am the problem.
I was born that way.
I hate you for leaving,
But I hate myself even more,
Cause I'm the one to blame.
Me.
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Pressure
00:47
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I'm just trying to live my own life
By my own rules.
Hanging with friends, going to shows, and drinking booze.
Fuck all the pressure, society can suck my dick.
Our world is constantly spewing hypocrisies
Don't get tricked.
Be your own person, have your own mind
Fuck all those trends.
Do what feels right
When you feel like
And don't ever bend.
Take a stand
Fuck all that's said
Who are you now?
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